[ha ha well this is a bit of a contrast to their other thread
as soon as things are clear and they can leave the gym, Denji carries Futaba outside and into the fresh air, somewhere away from where everything is happening that's quiet
he sits down with her on the grass, a bottle of water in hand, until she stops crying enough to talk]
[ people keep carrying taba while she's down for the count, she's gonna develop a complex at this rate.
but being somewhere quiet, having denji being a lot more chill than the echo chamber of pain, and just... you know. taking a moment to breathe fresh air, she's finally starting to go numb instead.
this is probably the opposite of a healthy response. ]
[considering that's exactly how denji's dealt with all of his trauma, he is either the best or worst person to be here for her—at the very least he probably understands the feelings coming off her
as the crying calms down and her breathing steadies a bit, he cracks open the water bottle and offers it to her]
You should have some water.
[...]
Won't make ya talk about anything, especially if it hurts that much. Pochita couldn't talk but it always helped me just havin' him there to hold onto or sit next to.
[ she continues to be numb emotionally, mostly just vibing and clutching onto whatever peace she can cling onto. her hardware is completely fried after all and even a hard reset probably won't get her working at 50% capacity right now.
she tries to at least tiredly project an apology through the grey fog of her brain though who knows how well it works. it's just gonna have to be enough that she's aware enough to hear and acknowledge him by taking the water ]
[he watches to make sure she drinks at least a bit, and just continues sitting closely and trying to project his own emotions, which when it comes to old traumas like this are something like...persistence? stubbornness? a desire not to give in to that dark spiraling feeling? it's a feeling of "I won't let this destroy me, I'll survive, I'm still here, I won't look back"
all more than denji and his brain can properly vocalize, so thanks emotion-share week!
if she'll let him, after a bit of silence—when it seems they're truly alone in this little corner of campus—denji puts an arm around her shoulders and gently rocks them both side to side, just a little bit, and starts humming a tune that'll be familiar to futaba as well]
[ it lines up pretty well with what she'd been slowly cultivating her reaction into; the healing that her change of heart began and strengthened. yet, there's nothing like coming across old traumas and realizing no matter how much you've grown since then, the oddest thing can and will trigger you into a globally epic meltdown.
what a disaster.
the humming however does wake her up enough to snort quietly to aim a kick at his leg (huh did she ever get her other boot back from tsuyu..........) but there's no heat in it whatsoever ]
[he rubs at his leg, but his emotions seem relieved and he smiles a bit before crashing back down into a mix of regret and embarrassment]
I dunno what all that was about, but...I'm sorry if I hurt you. Don't really remember, but...obviously I wouldn't...want to...[he trails off awkwardly]
Guess that's why Riku was bein' all protective when I came over.
[the regret deepens—that's worse than he did to some others] Oh...that's pretty bad, yeah. Guess I wouldn't blame 'em, or you, wantin' to kick my ass for that.
You want me to go? Bring you back or bring someone else here?
Or you could break three of my ribs then we'd be even! It'd be pretty easy right now, I think. [he pokes at his left side and winces, but his emotions seem hopeful, that maybe it'll be as easy as letting people hurt him back, that it can fix things like it usually does]
[ everyone else is either busy or also dead so denji is now stuck now. which she makes a point by putting her head on his shoulder to keep him put. pay no attention to the weak amount of embarrassment overcoming the void of emotion ]
[relief and a sort of guilty happiness rise up in denji—weird, messed up circumstances aside, it still feels nice to sit here with a cute girl's head on his shoulder, and he takes a deep breath and settles in, squeezing her shoulders gently]
Well, the revenge rib-breaking thing is an open offer. Seems only fair, ya know?
Okay, then it's all decided! I'll bring you snacks so you can relax and eat 'em while you watch somethin' and get better. [where did they get those anime from before...]
Just gotta ask someone to let me in when I'm makin' the delivery...
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Date: 2021-07-11 01:50 am (UTC)as soon as things are clear and they can leave the gym, Denji carries Futaba outside and into the fresh air, somewhere away from where everything is happening that's quiet
he sits down with her on the grass, a bottle of water in hand, until she stops crying enough to talk]
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Date: 2021-07-11 02:00 am (UTC)but being somewhere quiet, having denji being a lot more chill than the echo chamber of pain, and just... you know. taking a moment to breathe fresh air, she's finally starting to go numb instead.
this is probably the opposite of a healthy response. ]
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Date: 2021-07-11 02:12 am (UTC)as the crying calms down and her breathing steadies a bit, he cracks open the water bottle and offers it to her]
You should have some water.
[...]
Won't make ya talk about anything, especially if it hurts that much. Pochita couldn't talk but it always helped me just havin' him there to hold onto or sit next to.
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Date: 2021-07-11 03:44 am (UTC)she tries to at least tiredly project an apology through the grey fog of her brain though who knows how well it works. it's just gonna have to be enough that she's aware enough to hear and acknowledge him by taking the water ]
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Date: 2021-07-11 04:20 am (UTC)all more than denji and his brain can properly vocalize, so thanks emotion-share week!
if she'll let him, after a bit of silence—when it seems they're truly alone in this little corner of campus—denji puts an arm around her shoulders and gently rocks them both side to side, just a little bit, and starts humming a tune that'll be familiar to futaba as well]
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Date: 2021-07-11 04:39 am (UTC)what a disaster.
the humming however does wake her up enough to snort quietly to aim a kick at his leg (huh did she ever get her other boot back from tsuyu..........) but there's no heat in it whatsoever ]
Is this supposed to make up for suplexing me?
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Date: 2021-07-11 04:58 am (UTC)[he rubs at his leg, but his emotions seem relieved and he smiles a bit before crashing back down into a mix of regret and embarrassment]
I dunno what all that was about, but...I'm sorry if I hurt you. Don't really remember, but...obviously I wouldn't...want to...[he trails off awkwardly]
Guess that's why Riku was bein' all protective when I came over.
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Date: 2021-07-11 05:22 am (UTC)[ she sounds nonchalant about this? like she's gonna lord this over his head when she's not a void of despair and exhaustion ]
I'm a little surprised the rest of Fall didn't show up to help.
[ that's because everyone was also on the floor from the echo chamber, futaba ]
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Date: 2021-07-11 06:49 am (UTC)You want me to go? Bring you back or bring someone else here?
Or you could break three of my ribs then we'd be even! It'd be pretty easy right now, I think. [he pokes at his left side and winces, but his emotions seem hopeful, that maybe it'll be as easy as letting people hurt him back, that it can fix things like it usually does]
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Date: 2021-07-11 08:45 pm (UTC)[ everyone else is either busy or also dead so denji is now stuck now. which she makes a point by putting her head on his shoulder to keep him put. pay no attention to the weak amount of embarrassment overcoming the void of emotion ]
Your punishment is to sit and cater to me.
[ alpha vibes... ]
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Date: 2021-07-11 11:58 pm (UTC)[relief and a sort of guilty happiness rise up in denji—weird, messed up circumstances aside, it still feels nice to sit here with a cute girl's head on his shoulder, and he takes a deep breath and settles in, squeezing her shoulders gently]
Well, the revenge rib-breaking thing is an open offer. Seems only fair, ya know?
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Date: 2021-07-12 10:08 pm (UTC)[ she's at both 0 HP and MP for the week. try again later ]
That or I'll just ask Fall to hang you out our window.
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Date: 2021-07-13 05:01 am (UTC)[he smiles—letting the night be still and quiet for a bit—and, tentatively, reaches out to take her hand with his free one]
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Date: 2021-07-13 08:17 pm (UTC)We'll pick something fun.
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Date: 2021-07-14 11:41 am (UTC)Wonder if we can just stay in and play games all week...
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Date: 2021-07-15 10:55 pm (UTC)I wanna stay in bed all week and just relax.
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Date: 2021-07-18 03:02 am (UTC)Oh! But I could, like, bring food to you so you don't gotta leave!
Only thing better than eatin' is eatin' in bed, that's what I always say.
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Date: 2021-07-18 04:40 pm (UTC)Maybe I should have just vouchered my switch back..!
[ grumbles. but she does quirk a shy grin ]
But I agree, snacks in bed while watching anime is my favorite.
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Date: 2021-07-19 01:45 pm (UTC)Okay, then it's all decided! I'll bring you snacks so you can relax and eat 'em while you watch somethin' and get better. [where did they get those anime from before...]
Just gotta ask someone to let me in when I'm makin' the delivery...
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Date: 2021-07-19 05:48 pm (UTC)Mwehehehe- perfect!
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Date: 2021-07-20 01:44 pm (UTC)